mi friend
i have a friend who has guppies in her head.
jiaxin says:today fri u nv go out w ur bf ar
kelli` says:today is not fri
kelli`says:hahaha
jiaxin says:
ok i jus rem
kelli` says:
guppies hv taken over ur brain haha
jiaxin says:i think the guppies have grown alr
jiaxin says:thus affecting mi thinkin
kelli` says:they are slowly pushing ur brain outta ur ear
kelli` says:u got see anything sticking out? hahha
jiaxin says:but i might not haf a brain to begin with!
posted by: kelly @ 7:40 pm
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sometimes ppl say things which hurt. it makes u wonder if they even think before they speak.
maybe thats why sometimes i dont say much. its better to not say anything than to offend someone with smth stupid.
anyway, this smth happened and if i were like how i was like in the old days, that person wld've gotten my blackest face ever. then ppl wld start saying that im fierce yada yada. but what did i do? i said some stuff back. thats all i did. and i tried not to show that i was angry cos i didnt wanna have any hard feelings between us.
i bet that person didnt even know i was insulted. wat was insulting to me might not hv even sounded insulting to that person. oh wells, some ppl are so very dull.
oh ya, about being fierce. you know, i cant help it that ive got a fierce looking face. u think i dont wanna look friendly or sweet or approchable? sometimes im tired of hearing ppl say that i look fierce. tired to the point that i wanna roll my eyes and say "yes, ive heard this before. next!" maybe ppl who dont know me shld try to get to know me better before they say that im fierce. and ppl who alr know me, shld know better. i apologise for looking fierce and behaving fiercely.
choir has been fun these few practices. even though ive been spending almost my whole saturdays at practice, im enjoying myself. my choir is guest performing for 2 concerts on 13th and 14th april (just 3 days before my exam!).
i regret, a little, agreeing to perform for these 2 concerts. thinking how lousy my previous sem's results were, i ought to spend more time on my studies. fortunately we are only guest performing for these concerts, which means we are singing only 4 songs for each concert.
ok, until the next time i wanna get stuff off my chest, tata!
posted by: kelly @ 11:34 pm
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sapphire and faded jeans
i got back my first elective essay. guess what i got. A-!!
omg. and i SU-ed it. meaning, whatever grade i get ultimately for my elective wont be counted towards my gpa. and guess what my teacher said. he said that our essay was 50% and the exam 50%.
what a fickle fickle teacher! the first lecture, he said the essays were 40% and exam 60%. argh!! all because of my insecurity, i SU-ed my elective. wrong wrong move! but come to think of it, i wldnt be feeling this way if i didnt get back my essay grade.
anyhow, getting A- for my essay is a good thing. this means i can choose not to do the second essay. yay! and ive decided not to do it.
posted by: kelly @ 7:37 pm
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put your record on
i hope i made the right choice by not S/U-ing my elective. just thinking about the number of movie watching ive to catch up on, i hope i can make it in time.
ive been feeling sick these few days. but i think i'll be much better tmr.
good-lonely-night.
posted by: kelly @ 11:48 pm
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failed again
i failed my FM quiz.
and i love crying.
what's new?
posted by: kelly @ 1:07 pm
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my course
i know a silly chinese boy who encountered some chinese speaking ppl who were asking for directions in chinese. and the chinese boy said to me
"translate for me". haha!!
time flies. but not when you are suffering.
my poly friends, same age as me, have graduated from their courses. and im still stuck in uni for another 2 yrs. well, it isnt so long compared to those who hv 3 yrs more.
sometimes i wonder why i chose to study accountancy. it isnt really my cup of tea. then again, what is my cup of tea? i think i like lipton.
seriously, im someone with not much direction in life. i wish i have more so i didnt have to settle for a course, called accountancy, with a guaranteed high paying job when i graduate. who wouldnt want a job with a guaranteed high pay? mayb me? i know it's not only me.
but im thinking of all the things i can do with the money im gonna get outta my high paying job.
i can travel around the world with my boyfriend (his expenses paid by me of course). i can treat my friends to meals. i can pay almost everything for my parents. i can pamper my siblings and cousins with gifts. i can buy things! (with my own money)
since im already sinking deeper into this pool of yucks!accountancy, i might as well continue and try to get the best outta it.
im naturally not so money-minded. but when it comes to doing things im not really keen in, i have to think of other ways to motivate myself.
so far so good.
i love talking to sam. he's just like any of my best friends. except that he's of a different sex and he's my boyfriend.
FUCK LA. A STUPID PARAGRAPH CAN BE MISUNDERSTOOD.
"so fast going to be one year". yup, one year is coming soon. and many more years too :)
posted by: kelly @ 12:28 am
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