Friday, April 28, 2006

i juz found this damn good video. this guy plucks the guitar like nobody's business.
click here!

stef, u shld watch this dubbed version of aladdin. quite funny. haha.
click here!

'here's where i stand' frm the movie 'camp'.
emily, maybe u can sing this for yfc.
click here!

posted by: kelly @ 10:29 am

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

ben and jerry's ice-cream rox!!

posted by: kelly @ 6:09 pm

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

your curls are really bad!

i'll live with it.

posted by: kelly @ 10:49 pm

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Monday, April 17, 2006

emlikesrainydays@gmail.com



PArts needs a banner: If we think our performance was amazing, how much more amazing is the God who has created us!



Did the 4 Devils skit today, its abit like Screwtape Letters, only modernised. Wish i could do it again with more rehearsals. im glad it spoke to the students.


just feel like bloggin like this fer a while. makes it harder t decipher my incoherence. im feelin alil worn out now, and it should hardly b e case cos im hardly at my 3 month mark yet x(

i miss ppl sorely n badly. we cant hang out and talk enuff these days. but thinkin o e outings this thurs n fri makes me more tired. two v high wrung outings which will def leave me exhausted in every way. hang me out t dryy. im happy im getting a day off on thurs. thk God n sulian.

e PArts ppl r getting more endearing. i cant take it, ivyjacliansi are too sweet. randyroymoo are too kind. it will b hard t tear myself away when tt day comes. mayb i'll get amosjohnshannon t kbox again.

sobb. im really tired. there r still things t do n lives to save, i cant do it myself. tts y i think God sent Meredith t make me happy. meredith dearie, i'll definitely tell this t u when u're old enuf t understd.

posted by: emily @ 10:19 pm

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Saturday, April 15, 2006

Yeah you had a bad day!


F.U.M -ed today.

credits.
the live band: roy, randy, sheng en, ben, ian, val.
the skit ppl: romans, daryl, matt, shermaine, liansi, jac, david, me.
sound plus backstage: moodean, ivy, sulian + north ppl and helpers
above all: God

posted by: emily @ 10:56 pm

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I am a person.
I think,
i believe,
i love,
i obey,
i feel
and i experience.

I am more than just a body,
more than just glands,
chemistry,
blood
and bones.

I throb with energy,
thrill to the guggles of a newborn babe,
croon to a familiar lovesong,
cry in the rain
and get goosebumps
when i see an autumn sunset.

I can admire beauty on canvas,
swoon to the sax playing,
delight in holding kittens,
and yearn for foreign travel.

I can fall passionately in love
with the guy of my dreams,
dote on my little cousins,
and yearn for a grandmother's love.

I can desire closeness with friends,
camaraderie with my colleagues
and desire intimacy
with my boyfriend/husband.

I am a human person.
At times im torn between loving and hating.
There are times I feel so much neurotic guilt
i want to scream.
At other times,
joy just overwhelms me.

Anguish and esctacy,
agony and exaltation,
these all seem to be an essential part of me.

Because i am a human person,
I have a self.
It is not a perfect self
but a Fallen self.
But i am nevertheless a self,
the only self i can be.
God doesnt transplant a new self,
but he repairs the one he has already given me.

In some mysterious way,
my self bears God's image.
Contrary to what i deserve,
my wretched self
has been redeemed by amazing grace
and given a special place
in the kingdom of God,
i am a joint heir with Christ.

The self is more than who i am as a person.
The self is me knowing i am a person.
Me being able to make decisions
on who i want to be.
Me haunted by memories of my history,
yet orientated to the future
because of having been redeemed
and forgiven for all my failures.

I am a self
because i can choose to obey God
and decide what course my life will take.
My self is alert to myself,
sensitive to the feelings of others,
and aware of its presence in the world.

My self is a given.
I cannot deny that it exists.
God calls me to relate to myself,
to be aware of what i am doing,
feeling
and thinking.
I have an opinion about myself,
and a desire to see myself grow as a person.

It is my self
not my mind,
brain,
glands,
or any organ in my body
that responds to God's call.

It is the meeting of my self with God that leads to salvation.



quoted and paraphrased by me,
from Dr Archibald D.Hart's Me Myself and I

posted by: emily @ 9:48 pm

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LATE MUSINGS.

I just read an old friend's blog and it brought back memories. My heart broke as i read her heart wrenching entries. I've missed her a little. Now i realised why i had enjoyed being with that group of friends so much, they werent a facade, they were real ppl who faced real problems and somehow they still managed to care for you. We all have fallen away now. I remember she told me: "Emily, somehow I have this feeling that you and I wont be friends anymore after we leave college." Imagine this kind of statement thrown at you. It was an outrageous accusiation and I was indignanted. Im so nice leh. But it has actualised and i really dont know what should have been done. Accountability lessens when we dont share and keep in touch. Friends do fall away.

(Recieved mrtong's financial support a few days ago, it made me smile and a little sad too, cos i realised how much i owe him. His teachings that has changed me and the emotional support he has given. Really sometimes I dont know how blessed i am)


onto less <3 wrenching stuff..

but still very awwing..in a positive way..

My friend Amos has written his gf's parents a letter. Telling them all about himself, about them, what he plans to do in the relationship and in the future, guidelines for himself - what time to bring her back; not to go into a house with noone at home etc. He plans to ask her parents for permission for being with her and have their blessings.

I think its super sweet, at this age he's very serious and mature about it. He's my brother's age and his girlfriend is sec two. I must say I am thoroughly impressed. You go Amos. haha

posted by: emily @ 12:08 am

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Thursday, April 06, 2006

i've quit my job.

and my slacking began today. i went to stef's hse for swimming and tanning. actually, netither really happened. if u call swimming 4 laps swimming and tanning but not turning darker tanning, then i hv nth to say.

but of course i accomplished smth today. i wore my bikini! wahaha..and managed to persuade stef to wear hers too. the best thing was that there was no one at the pool at all. i bet those ppl who looked outta their windows and expected to see smth really didnt see anything but fats haha.

wat am i gonna do tmr?

posted by: kelly @ 9:45 pm

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Monday, April 03, 2006

my boss is kinda pissing me off.
ok, so he wanted to hear the truth from me.
i told him.
the job is boring at times.
but he said it wasnt the job but us.
wat the hell.
wat do u expect us to do when the bloody phone is ringing for a minute plus?
fill our heads with thoughts on how to perfect our speech? oh purr-lease.

sometimes ppl insist on hearing things that they dont wanna hear.

i cant wait to quit my underpaying job. but if i do, i'll hv nth to do. well, who cares, its my holiday!

posted by: kelly @ 9:43 pm

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Sunday, April 02, 2006

Pie Jesu, pie Jesu, pie Jesu, pie Jesu
Qui tollis peccata mundi
Dona eis requiem, dona eis requiem


Merciful Jesus
Who takes away the sins of the world
Grant them rest

posted by: emily @ 3:25 pm

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Saturday, April 01, 2006

zouk was fun fun fun!! wee..

posted by: kelly @ 9:19 pm

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