over
my exams are over. yay! yay! yay!
can you picture me jumping around in happiness? i guess not. it's not my style, anyway. no matter how happy i am that my exams are over, there's still some sort of "burden". i dont know what it is but it doesnt go away. maybe it's the burden of knowing that i wont ace my exams no matter what. maybe it's the burden of worrying if i'll do well (enough).
but it's all over. what's done is done. there's no point looking back and regretting.
im going for 2 interviews on wednesday. one's with an agency and the other for a job. i hope i get the job. i hope i hope i hope. i know what! im gonna do well for my interview and get the job! see, so simple! ya right. i wish.
3 months of holiday is a long time. it's almost as long as a school semester. i could spend these 3 months studying a new module. but of cos i wouldnt do that. i'd rather wait till sch reopens to start suffering all over again.
for these 3 months im going to work. im going to earn money. im going on a holiday. im going to buy myself some new clothes. and im going to relax.
posted by: kelly @ 4:24 pm
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coughing fits
i was on my way to Wild Empire's gathering today when i started coughing non-stop in the bus. i had tears streaming down my face and i swear i cldve stopped breathing. i decided to alight and sit another bus back home. and water didnt help at all. stupid water *#^@!#&!!!
oh man. i knew today's meeting was important. im sick at the wrong time!
if im not better by tomorrow morning, im definitely going to the doctor's.
in another 9 days my dreaded exams are gonna be over. hooray! then i'll go look for a job. anyone with job lobangs please tell me. thank yous.
posted by: kelly @ 8:28 pm
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burp
oh nooo i can feel the cough coming! IT must be the cause of me falling sick.
stupid IT %#*&$@^##!!!
haha.
but then again, what can be worse than accounting? stupid accounting $%&$(#@*&!!!!!
im gonna drown myself in water and more water!
posted by: kelly @ 12:41 pm
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wont you answer the fervent prayer
i wish ppl will stop discussing answers aft the exam. what is the point of discussing answers? to make yourself feel good if u know u've gotten it correct? or isit to demoralise ppl like me who did not get the correct ans and are holding onto that little little hope of doing well?what's done is done. i dont believe in looking back and regretting. anyhow, im sure ppl arent so evil.
i just came back from me grandma's. she cooks really yummilicious food. im so glad to have her around. and my grandpa too. who's always full of complaints about my grandma's cooking. he thinks his cooking is the best. haha. everyone else begs to differ.
i'm listening to the recordings of the songs that Wild Empire sang for the nyjc concert. im glad that we've improved. we had some good remarks for our performances too. but we still gotta work harder! i know we, or rather, i wanna achieve more. more more more!
when problems arise, are you strong enough to get over them?
when it's the time to show someone you care, do you really care?
i'm neither in the right position to give you advice nor can i give any good advice, im fully aware i suck at comforting ppl. all i can say is, in times when u're feeling down, ur friends will always be there. in times when u feel like shit, give us a call and we'll tell u that u are not shit.
posted by: kelly @ 7:06 pm
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i could be anything you like
going for an exam is like performing in a concert minus the enjoyment factor.
posted by: kelly @ 6:47 pm
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