Friday, February 01, 2008
disappointed
a few days ago, i had an impromptu presentation in school. i was the very first speaker. i thought being first was good and i wldnt have to wait so long and let pressure overwhelm me.
i didnt do well. mayb im taking this too hard but most of the ppl did very well. they prepared. (even though this was an impromptu, we had our 15 topics before hand. so we cld prepare) i was too caught up with my bday celebrations and work over the weekend that i didnt prepare much.
i can only blame it on myself and say that i will do better for my next 2 presentations (luckily not impromptu anymore). haii. this is about the only thing that i can be good in and i let myself down.
one more thing. i think i need to get some chinese medicine or some damn strong herbs or smth. i need to swallow it all. i need to get rid of the cramps i get every month. damn it. or get rid of my womb.
the other day, my cramps were so bad i cldnt even contribute to my group during project meeting. i cldnt think and talk. my cramps took control of me. i was cramp-kelly. i bet my friends all thought that i was free riding.
posted by: kelly @ 11:37 am
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