Saturday, January 06, 2007
all over again
my holidays are almost over, in 2 days exactly. gone are the days of no projects, no homework, slacking and waking up at 11am+++. soon i'll be checking back into my other home, eating hall 9 food almost everyday and sweating away in the hot, suana room. well, that's life.
these 6 weeks of holiday have been pretty eventful for me. practice for Wild Empire's xmas concert kept me busy on all sats and suns. spending time with stef reminded me of why she's my best friend. sam's mini holiday with his friends made me realise how much i missed him. not seeing em for almost 6 wks made me miss laughing with her, at her. shifting back home was the most enjoyable thing i had done. xmas eve and day with stef/sam's relatives was interesting.
! and not forgetting getting sabo-ed at comms ball made me damn pissed (my anger that night was a million times more than now).
i was drinking my hot chinese tea when suddenly the emcee told me to put down my chinese tea and go on stage.
so who interupted me drinking my tea? it was actually this fucker sitting at the next table.
and whos this fucker? apparently hes my friend's (acquaintance-someone i knew at work, for only 5 freaking days) son-of-a-bitch boyfriend.
and why did he sabo me? coz i knew his girlfriend?!! well im so fucking sorry if ur girlfriend didnt have any other friends there and u had to sabo me. i was trying me best to lie low for the whole evening so i wldnt hv to go on stage in front of a whole bunch of strangers.
but who had to spoil my night? yes, that bloody piece of shitty fuck.
then what happened next? i went on stage only to embarrass myself during a fucking childish catwalk and humiliate myself through dancing. in the end, even this bloody girl who was too scared to do a catwalk and got her bf to escort her got more votes than me. and of coz that fucker's gf won the 'pagent' and the fucker was so happy he was hopping ard like a monkey. later, i went off stage wishing there was a hole in the ground for me to fall into.
u ppl wldnt understand, not even a single bit, what i had to endure. if u think my little experience here is no biggie then too are a piece of shit. but of coz, being human, we wld usually think that whatever happens to us is the biggest event in the world. in actual, we are juz a puny fraction of bigger things.
i like to think that whatever unhappy happens in 2006 stays in 2006.
im living in the hope that 2007 will be much better. im sure it will. i'll make it better.
posted by: kelly @ 12:21 pm
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