Saturday, May 05, 2007
my mother
how often am i reminded that i take my mother for granted?
today my parents and i took sam to see a sensei about his finger. aft that, we were waiting for the lift to come when my mum fainted.
it was the first time i had ever seen my mum faint. fortunately the sensei's hse was nearby so we carried her back there to rest.
as i saw my mum lying there so pale, i wondered how i cldve brought myself to throw my temper at her so many times and watch her do the housework without helping. i thought about what a bad daughter i had been and cldnt help but cry.
what if i had lost her there and then? my world wldve come crashing down on me in an instant.
when i was young, my parents used to quarrel alot and i was afraid that my mum wld leave us anytime. i used to have dreams of her with her luggage at the door. she wld give me some sweets then leave. thats when i wld wake up crying.
i depend on my mum so much. even though i think i dont miss her when she goes to indonesia every 2 weeks, actually i do, like hell. i cant imagine life without her ever.
but at least shes safe and alright right now.
at least i can sleep soundly tonight.
posted by: kelly @ 9:13 pm
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